>M has applied for two jobs and found out Friday and today that he didn’t get either one. I know things are competitive right now, but it’s just so frustrating! Granted, he HAS a good job right now…it’s me that’s the problem. I have one job to apply for locally, and it’s a long shot. You never know what will happen, but it’s frustrating. I just feel like we need a break…pregnancy – job – something!

I keep thinking that something will work out…that everything will be good in the end…but it’s hard not to feel like I’m carrying a weight around sometimes. I feel like we need a break…or a crystal ball.