I can’t believe it – really! I feel so lucky and incredibly grateful, but am still afraid that this could all be whisked away in the blink of an eye. I’m not worried, exactly, but I guess I’m cautious – still. I can’t get over the fact that I have baby furniture sitting in my garage, that I’m wearing maternity clothes, and that people are buying me baby presents. The whole thing is kind of surreal, and so normal. I for some reason assumed that if I was lucky enough to get pregnant via IVF, that I’d have a difficult pregnancy with all kinds of complications and scares. So far, things have been frighteningly normal. It’s good – fantastic, really – just kind of hard to believe. I’m still keeping my fingers crossed!

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